I just got a call to do my drug test for the post office position. The lady said it was the 1st step to being hired...I'm doing a happy dance right now! It's a full time night position. It's a dollar more an hr then what I make right now. It doesn't give me benefits, but I don't get benifits right now. But, once I'm in, I can take the test to be a perminant FT employee which would give me benefits.
In other news, Jaden is being changed on his meds. We're going to try zyrtec as soon as my ped gets my insurance to accept it. I have a big dislike for insurance right now! Our insurance was changed from BCN to BCBS w/out me knowing about it. So, now I have to hope that all my bills are going to be covered under the new insurance as I resubmit everything.
I think we're going to take the boys to the zooboo tonight, so I should have some pictures to share later on :)
10.26.2007
10.21.2007
2 nights
I've finally gotten 2 nights of good sleep! I SO needed that :D Tomorrow I don't get to sleep in bc I'm watching the twins. I dropped off a job application at the post office, along w/3 other people in my family. We'll see if anything comes of it. It would be a night time job and it would pay a $1 more an hour. It doesn't have insurance, but I don't have insurance where I'm at now either so I'm not losing anything.
Jaden's eye is doing better, but I don't think his allergies are. I'm afraid, along w/every other specialist that he goes to, that we'll be adding an allergy specialist to the list! Another up note that I keep forgetting to mention, Jaden is doing SUPER w/potty training!! We haven't had an accident in about 3wks now. I'm even letting him go out of the house in underwear w/out worring too much about accidents, he's doing that good! He also made it 2 nights last wk w/out peeing during the night. I'm just SO PROUD of him!! Now, if only his little bro were ready to potty train....LOL
Asher was having one of his "days" today bc he didn't want to go to nursery. He's been doing so well for about a month now, but today I had to peel him off of me. I let him sit w/me during the singing, but when the service started and he started making his odd noises, I said he had to go. After church, I had a lunch w/my divorce care group. It was a little weird at first, but I ended up having fun. The boys had a blast. Asher even made a new friend, and I may have a new babysitter!! Diane is definitely old enough to be their grandma, and Asher took right to her!! So, she said if I ever needed her, to give her a call, and I'll definitely keep that in mind. My family really are the only people that babysit for me. I'm pretty particular about who I let my kids go to. So, it will be nice to have another person whom I know is good w/the kids, that I feel comfortable with and that they feel comfortable with.
Well, that's about it for now. Thanks for reading and thanks to those who choose to leave me messages!
Jaden's eye is doing better, but I don't think his allergies are. I'm afraid, along w/every other specialist that he goes to, that we'll be adding an allergy specialist to the list! Another up note that I keep forgetting to mention, Jaden is doing SUPER w/potty training!! We haven't had an accident in about 3wks now. I'm even letting him go out of the house in underwear w/out worring too much about accidents, he's doing that good! He also made it 2 nights last wk w/out peeing during the night. I'm just SO PROUD of him!! Now, if only his little bro were ready to potty train....LOL
Asher was having one of his "days" today bc he didn't want to go to nursery. He's been doing so well for about a month now, but today I had to peel him off of me. I let him sit w/me during the singing, but when the service started and he started making his odd noises, I said he had to go. After church, I had a lunch w/my divorce care group. It was a little weird at first, but I ended up having fun. The boys had a blast. Asher even made a new friend, and I may have a new babysitter!! Diane is definitely old enough to be their grandma, and Asher took right to her!! So, she said if I ever needed her, to give her a call, and I'll definitely keep that in mind. My family really are the only people that babysit for me. I'm pretty particular about who I let my kids go to. So, it will be nice to have another person whom I know is good w/the kids, that I feel comfortable with and that they feel comfortable with.
Well, that's about it for now. Thanks for reading and thanks to those who choose to leave me messages!
10.18.2007
Back To The Future- I Love The 80's
My church is doing an outreach month w/the theme "I love the 80's" This is how Pastor Cummings started the service last Sunday, followed by an AWESOME sermon!!!! It was all about how if we could go back to the cross and see not the condemnation that God had for our sins, but the love that he showed for our lives. It was undescribable!
10.17.2007
Thank God for my Church!
That's all I can say right now, bc if I hadn't found this church where I could connect and re-energize, I'd be a lot worse off right now! There is SO much going on in my life right now, where to start????
The boys were sick this wkend. I don't know what it was, but you could just tell, they weren't themselves. Asher slept w/me Thur-Sat night, and Jaden slept w/me Sun night,and they ONLY sleep w/me when they're not feeling well. Jaden now has pink eye. We upped his allergy meds AGAIN. If this doesn't work, they may send him to a specialist. Shaun thinks he may have asthma.
I have a sexual harrassment case at work that nothing is being done about. I get sexually harrassed daily at that place, it's just unreal! So, I'm in the process of looking for a new job. I respect myself enough to know that enough is enough. If I didn't have a family to support, I would have walked out on Monday. Today I was literally sick at work, and I don't know if it was simply being at work or if it's bc I'm so run down right now.
I got he paperwork for the divorce today. Shaun and I went out to eat on Friday night to talk about things. I was really hoping that we'd try to work on things b4 calling it quits, but I guess that's just not going to happen. Too many things that we'll never get passed or give up. Silly me did hope in the back of her head that we'd be able to work on things and change for the better and maybe, just maybe, be a healthy family, but again, that was just silly ol' me. The reality of everything has just been hitting me pretty hard this past week. I haven't been sleeping well. I can't go to sleep, nor can I wake up in the mornings. I have no energy to do anything. I stay on the go so that I don't have to think, but that doesn't solve anything. In fact, it might make things worse. There are days I feel VERY alone! People always ask, "are you ok?" Well, no, how could I be. How could I be when my world is crashing in around me??? Then there's the, "what can I do?" Your typical answer is "just pray", and yes, I need prayer, I need lots of it. What I really need are things people can't give me. I need money to pay the bills. I need a maid bc I don't have the energy to clean even at the level which I used to, and according to my mother, even that was never enough. I need a day off from everything. I need a massage to ease my aching muscles. I need things to be okay, but nothing is okay in my life. I need to go to bed.....
The boys were sick this wkend. I don't know what it was, but you could just tell, they weren't themselves. Asher slept w/me Thur-Sat night, and Jaden slept w/me Sun night,and they ONLY sleep w/me when they're not feeling well. Jaden now has pink eye. We upped his allergy meds AGAIN. If this doesn't work, they may send him to a specialist. Shaun thinks he may have asthma.
I have a sexual harrassment case at work that nothing is being done about. I get sexually harrassed daily at that place, it's just unreal! So, I'm in the process of looking for a new job. I respect myself enough to know that enough is enough. If I didn't have a family to support, I would have walked out on Monday. Today I was literally sick at work, and I don't know if it was simply being at work or if it's bc I'm so run down right now.
I got he paperwork for the divorce today. Shaun and I went out to eat on Friday night to talk about things. I was really hoping that we'd try to work on things b4 calling it quits, but I guess that's just not going to happen. Too many things that we'll never get passed or give up. Silly me did hope in the back of her head that we'd be able to work on things and change for the better and maybe, just maybe, be a healthy family, but again, that was just silly ol' me. The reality of everything has just been hitting me pretty hard this past week. I haven't been sleeping well. I can't go to sleep, nor can I wake up in the mornings. I have no energy to do anything. I stay on the go so that I don't have to think, but that doesn't solve anything. In fact, it might make things worse. There are days I feel VERY alone! People always ask, "are you ok?" Well, no, how could I be. How could I be when my world is crashing in around me??? Then there's the, "what can I do?" Your typical answer is "just pray", and yes, I need prayer, I need lots of it. What I really need are things people can't give me. I need money to pay the bills. I need a maid bc I don't have the energy to clean even at the level which I used to, and according to my mother, even that was never enough. I need a day off from everything. I need a massage to ease my aching muscles. I need things to be okay, but nothing is okay in my life. I need to go to bed.....
10.13.2007
Hair Cuts
I got Jaden and Asher's hair cut today. I couldn't believe how long Asher's hair really was! You can't tell bc it curls up in the back, but when it's straight, it was all the way down to his back. I couldn't believe it! Here are some after pictures. He was on the run, so I took what I could get. I told him to say "cheese", and he goes "Eeeeee" LOL...SO CUTE!
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